Dad today

Hello, everyone. I just wanted to let you know what's going on with Dad today. Sarah and I stayed at the hospital again last night. When I got up this morning I went in to see Carter after taking a primitive sponge bath. He was restful but not quite asleep as the nurse gave me the rundown. He had been given a dose of morphine at about 5:30am so he was still recovering from that. His output from the drain in his stomach had reduced significantlly, which is good. They are giving him about a half an ounce of pedialyte every 3 hours. Dr. Schropp had commented on giving him breast milk but no orders have been given yet.
I only have to work 4 hours today so I am home now hoping to rest a little and get a good shower in before hand.
I too, like Sarah, have been thinking about what it's like for a parent to have a sick child. To be a father looking at his son as he is suffering. Scarred and cut by people who, I know, are only trying to make him well. It's hard to look at him and say "when is enough-enough?". It's at that moment the Father gives me a tiny insight to what his love is for us. Watching His son suffer saying His son's death was enough after taking punishment for my sins. It makes it a little harder for me to be mad at God and ask "why?", when I think of what Jesus went through to make me His own. John 10:10